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By Rose

Thanks for the support. I have to say, that this morning, I truly felt that my confidence was gone. There was tension in the room between us. We didn't speak about it but I know my cooperating teacher felt it too. A few times,
I felt that I could just start crying. I think that's part of the reason why I couldn't address my feelings. By the end of the day, we were pretty much back on track with the way we used to be (talking nicely to each other, etc). Again, she mentioned what a great help I have been and she hates to see me leave.
You just have no idea how my confidence has fallen since the written

review I received. It has made me want to doubt myself. Here I was, progressing nicely (I thought) and then I was slapped in the face. By the way, this is my 2nd placement. At the end of my 1st placement, I got glowing reviews and comments. I came into this 2nd placement with a certain amount of confidence in myself and really felt I was growing. Now, I've just taken 2 steps back. I just want to get thru the next 2 weeks. I am afraid that I will not look upon my student teaching experience with fondness because of this incident.